i may not be the most the beautiful,cutest,hottest,popular,amazing,perfect,normal,prettiest,
sweetest, out going, intelligent, strongest, responsible, reliable,funniest, attractive. girl out there in the world .But at least I’m me & not someone who I pretend to be. Because well I'm not a game you play. I'm weird in a different way. Believe me what I say. I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, I’m not a plastic princess because I’m real, don't change me but yes I am like a puzzle, because all of my pieces are jagged. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say because to be honest I'm far from perfect, I've done things like break promises, hearts and lastly make mistakes of i call my own that some times I'm not proud of, but I'll let you in on a little secret everyone makes mistakes. x ♥
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“ she’s strong because she knows what its like to be weak,
she keeps a guard because she knows
what its like to cry herself to sleep.
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“ You cant change your situation,
the only thing you can change is how you deal with it. x
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“ It doesnt matter how you plan it, it doesnt matter how you invision it, without even knowing it sometimes life has a way of finding you with exactly what you need or who you need.
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“ How does it feel? Knowing you lost the best thing that will ever happen to you? The girl who was there for you after everything? the one who never left your side, the one who forgave you repeatedly although you never deserved it. How does it feel knowing that you’ll never find someone who loved you the way she did, or as much as she did? You will never be able to be yourself around another girl the way you were with her.. wanna know why? She never judged you on anything, she thought you were perfect in every way, she looked past all your faults, she was there 100 percent. One day your gonna find a girl, who doesnt give you the attention she did, the love she did, she won’t care for you the way she did, she will probably not even be loyal, but you know how that works right? You cheated on her, and someone you fall for is gonna cheat on you. They’re gonna hurt you the way you hurt her, and you’re gonna realize that you let her walk away, you didnt try to stop her, she was there day after day waiting. And now once you call, shes gonna be with a guy who appreciates her for her, loves her attention, loves to cuddle, a guy who doesn’t make her feel bad about herself, and a guy who is exactly what she thought you were.
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“ She turns the pages everyday just to change the mood, but every chapter reads the same, so hard to make it through..
“ There’s only so much you can do before
you stop and realize it’s over.
The problem we have is we hate giving up.
It’s a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak;
Sometimes giving up will show that you have
the strength to move on even when you know you don’t.
It’s letting go of something when you know it’s near the end.
No matter how much you wish things could
remain the same, they won’t.
And that’s something you cannot change.
“ I could ask him if he thinks “a lot” means the same as “too many.” I could tell him that he shouldn’t call a girl a slut because someday she might be somebody’s mother. I could tell him maybe she’s a slut because she’s lonely, she’s sad, she’s hoping someone or something will make the lonely and sad go away. It won’t, of course. It never does. But nonetheless, there’s not a girl who’s more hopeful than a slut, more optimistic. She may give in but she doesn’t give up.
I will face the world around me knowing that I am strong enough to let you go. And I will fall in love again because I can.
“ At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it’s usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.
“ You know, after that day, I changed. I am no longer the same person I was two years ago. I don’t know what is different, but I know I am not the same, and I know I never will be again. I am not the same person who believed in fate…I won’t believe in ‘signs’ anymore, because they really don’t mean anything, no matter how bad you wish or hope they do. As of right now, I don’t even believe in love. There is no happily ever after, not in this world.
“ What’s worse than wanting something you can’t have?
It’s not knowing what you want.
Wishing on all the stars in the sky
for the answers to your questions,
for something to believe in… someone to hold.
Having absolutely no control over yourself,
being caught up in a place you
wish you were miles away from.
Being stuck somewhere between the past and the future,
nowhere near where you should be - in the present.
Stuck in yesterdays and tomorrows,
so far from home, far from everything you know and love.
The uncertainty could just tear you to bits.
